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Thursday, May 01, 2008
I naively believed I could build the world with my hands, I oversimplified effecting change.Where do people get their fighting spirit from? What drives some of us to do the things we do? I am trying to avoid sounding negative, but it is true, I have lost some of my motivation and in the midst of doing everything, I cannot say I have not thought of the reason, the motivation for me to do everything it is that I do. But have always brushed it aside carelessly. The fact is, I cannot find one reason that I should be doing all so many things. I can't find one person I can confide in; or can I? But fail to contact that person? Have I become so unavailable that no one bothers to find me for a chat? I guess so. And I have brought that all on myself. Maybe I'm doing some things wrong. Maybe I am in self-doubt right now, that there is a reason for me to do all these. There is a reason I am doing all these and I do have a motivation that drives me to EVERYTHING I have done thus far. I just haven't recognised it. And, no more hiding. |